This guy means so much to me. I met him on October 30th, 2009. And our friendship has been strong everyday. I’m glad to have met you, you mean so much, you’re so important. You’ve been here, every step of the way, and looking back, you were so good to me, and I neglected it. I’m sorry. I know…
my one and only
Me and my sweet cassie boo boo are the best couple that is out there.
but, unfortunately, and not surprisingly, i fucked up and that i am a dick head, and she left me….
I always make mistakes and upset her. i piss her off,i swear and yell when i am on the fone with her,cause i am just stupid like that,when she tells me off badly and swears at me.
I dont like the mean things she says to me. but for the whole time,everytime she said she hated me,i could still see that she loved me.
but that time is gone and its not like that anymore..
i feel shit alot because i stuff up for her alot =[
like now… and its good that my friends are there for me and still telling me that its ok
as i said,its good that there saying that…
but its not ok =[
I was really in love with cassandra.
i still am.
i wish she could see through all my bad and just see the good in me… which i doubt i have. but i do no that i will always try for her and love her and support her =[
like seriously… this girl is amazing
shes a tank,she can piggy back me.
then again i am light as shit ;D
she always hits me to annoy me i think,and then she knows i am angry, so she kisses me and cuddles with me
its the best.
i love the way how she is so specefic about the things she wants,and the shoes and dresses she wants.
for a couple of weeks,i remember,she was full into the whole adidas shit,and the nike shoes,
but that all changed,shes like wearing full pretty dresses and shoes that cost 1 billion dollars.
hehe but i dont mind what she wears,cause to me,she is always my beautiful girl ^^
i just miss her, and i dont mind if she never ever wants me back. as long as i can still see her and be there for her,if i cant do any of em…then,i guess thats just her decision.
i never really understood life most of the time
like sure its got your friends,the shit u love to eat and like to do,
so u think its ok,
but when u think more in depth…
it might lose its meaning,until you find the reason.
cassandra was my reason for understanding the meaning to living.
I always thought i was like,try 2 pass year 12 but still be a shit cunt at jobs and not get paid much, and just live for nothing..
cassie shows me that i can be successful for her when i try,and i try all the time for her
i still do.
just wish she could call back soon and just say:
DICKHEAD!!
I love you ^^
talk 2 u soon ok?
mwa bye
hehe,i’m just so used 2 her saying that ^^
Makes me happy
she always makes me happy,shes gives me all the good feelings in the universe, and then when i get too happy with her, i smile like a retart and she is like: what the fuck are u doing o.o…?
haha,but she should no that she truly makes me smile ^^
even tho i lost you cassie,i am still happy that u are here…
but you know me,i am nothing without u…
I just need you back.
cause ur my baby girl.
and you mean everything to me
cassie….
I am so sorry that we argue all the time
and yes i am sorry,and yes i no i say sorry all the time
i stuff up all the time
i no…
but i’m still here trying to make everything better =[
i’m still here loving you,and here for u
just waiting..
I aint sucking up 2 you for u to think that i can be all soft when things go bad,
and that u can go back to me once i am like this
i just wanna write this, in case,u ever wanna go back to my page and read how i feel about you.
idc if this is all cliche and cheesy,i just want you to know.
i love you cassandra
I miss you..
just please come back…
i need you =[..
I love you. V_V….
Happy 6 months baby
(8) There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
Love you cause you are, every single star
In the constellation, that’s enlightening my heart
Girl you got more presence than a hundred Santa clauses,
And I know (I know) we’ll stand together when the world falls down
And I know (I know) that our forever’s gonna start right now, yeah
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)
These are hardest times, love’s so hard to find
Blessed is the man who has a woman at his side
This for you I write, never do me wrong
If you’re ever missing me just listen to this song
And you know (you know) we lay together when the sun goes down
And I know (I know) still be together when it comes back ’round (back round,
yeah)
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)
I said she stay down with me if me go to war
I said she stay down with me till we in the floor(8)
Happy 6 months Cassandra my baby girl ^_^
hehe,cassie my baby girl
your sleeping on the fone again :P
hehe,u make some pretty cute noises when you sleep.
and sorry if i fall asleep sometimes too.
its just so gentle and cute and makes me sleepy. dont think i am gay =[
hehe,baby we are halfway there, to the big step towards forever ^^ <3
your always there for me cassie,even when i am angry,u put ur feelings aside to make me feel better.and i promise ill do the same ^^ ill do whatever it takes to make you have that beautiful smile on you again =]]
i promise ill always be there for u,and try my best to make u feel better ^^
I love you so much baby and i hope you have a good day today
mmwa.
be a good girl. love you always my baby girl <3 ^^
12310 =]
Day 2;;
MyCrush;My Love;That’s Our first photo (:
Benn De-Marino. He’s the one (: Everytime I talk to him, look at him, and whenever I’m with him, I can tell. Everything comes so easy. The comfort feels just right, the smiles come so easy, and so does the laughter. It amazes me to know, that in the past 9 months I’ve known you, I was able to feel so much. You saved me, from myself, and my little effed up world. You were the one who wouldn’t give up, especially when times were tough, you believed me, and trusted me with your all. And that’s more than I could ever ask for. Thank you, for not giving up on me, and being patient, and loving me, for every stupid little thing I do, and every mistake I make. I know we argue every now and then, but we do always work things out, because you can be patient with me.
I don’t know what to say, because you already know every thought that crosses my mind (: I really wish you would STFU right now D:< LOL ! We’re on Skype, and you just said “assumption”. Hahaa <3 You’re so gay baby :P But remember something for me ?
I will never let you go, I’ll stand up by you forever, I will love you for the rest of forever, and I’ll do everything for you. You’re my life, you know that, I know that, everyone know that (: Just the way it should be. Got it boo ? Because you’re my man <3
Skipping Day 3 & heading to day 4.
Sibling/Closest relative;;
Well there’s no way that I’m gonna post about any of my siblings, I simply don’t want to. I wouldn’t mind but yeah .. And closest relative„ can’t say I’ve got one. Relatives are relatives, I barely see any for them to make the cut. But this kid, Marcus, is a pretty mad kid. His my man’s cousin, so his like my cousin (: or daughter :L Well, he’s from Cessnock, which sounds like Slipknot ;) and I barely see him, but he’s a well good kid. A funny one too. And he’s into the cool shiz-nac like vans & screamo :P
Well Marcus, I don’t have much to write about you, because you’re indescribable :L And that you better still be taking the wedding photos of our feet on the day :L Hahaaaa
